trying desperately to avoid burning out. what burn out if you havent been doing much work right?? i dont know either, but suddenly nothing was going in, nothing was being retained, and nothing interested me anymore. really scary. my solution was to fuck care work for 2 consecutive days, but u and i know its not a sustainable solution to the problem. better get 'back to work' in a slow but steady way. shit, i need help.

the benefits of having a nice neighbour are numerous and the little nice things in life that one person does for another r too seldom appreciated. today a cactus, a movie, some salmon, an orange and shared laundry made my day that much sweeter. thanks feng.

in other news, i am suddenly rather motivated! to study, to gym and to generally be happy and upbeat abt things even if it's too easy to sian abt in the depths of week 13 (and 14 and 15 and etc... infinity series eh). sometimes all we need is smth to look forward to, it doesnt have to be much, but with that in mind, we find the courage to proceed with faith.

random photo of good days/thinner days. the boyfriend has a hilarious pensive look on his face. and i am distracted by some mysterious thing... heh..